Dear Daddy

Dear Daddy,

Wats going on there?? I hope you are fine. Dad, I want to hug you tightly tonite. Everytime I see your pics, my tears flowing down my cheeks. I remember your smile, your jokes and your laugh. And thats very painful. I still remember when I was child, I like to jump into your back. You never be mind everytime I kiss your cheeks. You take me to school everyday, and pick me up though the bright sun burned your black skin or rain splashed on your wrinkles. When I was teenager, I realize that I'm kinda spoil child. And I always hurt you with my stubborness. I always complain if I didn't get wat I want such as a freedom. But i know now that its the best for me. Dad, who will yell at me anymore when I look in the mirror ten times in one hour ?? Who will cook fried rice for us every sunday morning?? Who will listen to my silly stories ?? Who will fight with me to spend peppers?? Who will turn to for answers, when life doesn't make sense?? Who will be there to hold me close when the pieces just don't fit?? Dad, I missed you like crazy. I used to spent my leisure time with you. But now, everthing feels so empty.

I really don't understand why Allah took your life so fast. Even I can't make you happy yet. Sometimes I convince myself that I'm strong though without you here around us. But I'm false. I'm very weak. You are very important in my life. Oh Dad, if I could turn back time, and once more hear your voice, I would tell you that out of all the dads, you would still be my choice. Please always know that I love you and no one can take your place. Years may come and go, but your memory will never be erased. Coz you are my hero who always make my gray sky blue. May Allah put you in the most beautiful places and you can rest in peace. Wish I meet you in the heaven shore.

Kiss n' Hug

Your stubborn daughter